Hammies in the wild.

One of the many things hamsters in the wild do.
Actually. I'm not even sure if they're hamsters. I just think they look like hamsters.
ANYWAY.

Wayne and I are contemplating getting a pair of hammies. After the hol trip. Which is also the time when the 2 irritating cousins who indirectly killed Muffin start school again. They won't be around this time to indirectly murder the two new ones.

I miss Muffin though. SIGH. Stewpid cousins.
And I miss my stupid dugong.

I WANT TO GO TO KOREA.

Was just looking through some pictures my ex-classmate took when she was on a holiday in Korea. I am utterly jealous. Hopefully I can go there next year, or after my graduation. Awesome weather. And complicated language.

We thought we should learn basic Hangul. So we can be like our parents. Wayne's parents use German to 'bitch' about him in front of him. Mine use Bahasa to do the same. So. We'll speak Hangul. Which only Wayne's mom understands slightly. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. Nice.

As I've told many, I feel extremely unproductive. But I get jitters thinking about interning in a church. I like the idea of it, honestly. But when I'm approached to talk about the topic, I feel hesitant.

Thank you God!!!!

Yay. My results were way better than I expected. :):):)

Miracle, definitely. Haha.

Nothingness.

I think God has put me in this state of unproductivity for a reason.

Haha. And I actually thought He said no to the special term because I was supposed to do something more exciting. It went the opposite way. As usual.

Not that I'm complaining. :)
It's been awhile since I've gotten a break like this. Absolutely nothing to do. Other than church activities and planning.

TIME TO EXERCISE! RAWR.
(Been eating too much. Heh.)

Isaiah 48:17

It's really AWESOME to see how God presents things in life.

I just had a huge mental anxiety fit about not doing enough for revision and not being able to do well. Justifiable, since I've been watching quite a bit of TV. And waking up really late everyday. Tried to pray to calm myself down, but I think some evil thingy tried to put me down.

But anyway. Got myself to pray seriously, with head bowed down and sitting in a respectful way. It really does put you into the right state of mind. To be humble before Him, as a child.

I know it may sound all-too-spiritual. But it's amazing how things worked out.
I prayed, and I asked for:
A sign
More faith
People to be able to see Him through me (like, me, a silly blah, and I could still get pretty decent grades. Honestly, I got really pretty decent grades this semester. For tests and all.)

Less than a minute later, I read this email (from Prime Time With God). And it talked about faith. About how God uses the weak to shame the strong. About how we should take leaps of faith and trust that whatever He tells us to do is for the best. And the Isaiah 48:17 verse.

WOW.
I think I sound crazy. But it's honestly a faith booster. You, the reader, may not even understand what the heck I'm talking about. I just pray and hope that really soon, you'll experience something so magnificent that you'll actually know what it feels like.

Then you'll know that my God is real.