Obstacle number two.

Overcame it. Thank God for his prayer. And the convo with Him.

This is it. I think it's really time for me to just rely on myself financially. Don't want to strain matters.

Anyhoo. Incoming hammie this saturday. Yay. :) Gonna get a nice sweet cosy home with a nice toilette and bedroooooom for the lil' fella. Can't wait!
At least it'll keep grams company when I'm not home. Awesome awesome-ness.

OOOOHM.

Please forgive me for not focusing on you.
I'll get back onto track. Promise!!!
Will stay close to You. Promise!!!

OMG. This is getting exciting. A big change is F.I.N.A.L.L.Y going to be implemented.
WOOHOO!!!

I knew it.

Things can't be going too well. In my life that is.
It's like I'm telling myself, "Told you so."

There's this twangy kind of pain. Don't know how to describe it.
But heck.
I'm just going to push it aside and focus on the more impt stuff. The whole self-pity thingy isn't going to change anything.
And it's a waste of time. Energy too.

I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. But I can't get myself to.
Blargh.

With everything.

Let hope rise.
Darkness tremble in Your Holy light.

The lyrics seem so strong. And encouraging. That song never failed to make me cry whenever they sang it at the conference.

SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER excited about tonight's Indi conference. Okay, not THAT excited. But yeah.

Finally. Meeting Grace, Lucas and Neh. Hahaha. Wonder what we'll do this time though. Hmmmm.

Worship.

A need of expression of the created to the Creator.
Awesome quote.

Right now, I just feel bummed about the Passion World Tour not stopping by in Singapore. Darn. And the passes for the one in KL are completely sold out. Wow. Christians over there must be living it up. Or maybe the Singaporeans over here Kiasu-ly bought the tics already. HAHA.

Singfest this coming August. COOOOOL.
But the tics. Super expensive.
And I'm saving up for next year's Aus trip. Dammit.

Change me.

Chains be broken.
Lives be healed.
Eyes be opened.
Christ is revealed.

It's amazing how I feel impacted and compelled to do things that I've never even thought about in the past.

So many things to do. So little time. And money. Gosh.

Last pit-stop: Hillsong Conf in Sydney.

AWESOME.
AWESOME.
AWESOME.

I've learnt so much during this 4 days conference. More than the past 5-10 years of sermons I've listened to. Not sure how to put it, but the conference has really been such a blessing (excluding the fact that the hostel I stayed in did give me the creeps).

Hung out this awesome buncha people - Rulin, Jon Ong, Nelson, yes my mom too, along with some new friends I've met - Yan, Joey, Denise, Novi, and one more girl. I don't know how to spell her name. I'm sorry. Haha. It's like, Piak something. :S

But yes, I think, very very likely that I'd want to go for next year's conference; have to save up for it myself this time though. Mom paid for almost everything, because it's my 21st birthday present. The most awesome-est present I'd ever receive. Yup.

For now. It's time to put into practice what I've learnt. OMG. God help me.

And yes. I love all the videos and wallpapers they show on their screens. SUPER ARTSY FARTSY. OMG. Damn cool.

Third pit-stop: Chatswood in Sydney.

More shopping.
More sight-seeing.
More eating.
More walking.
More animal-watching. (Wildlife park.)
Adorable wombats and koalas.
More grocery shopping. (LOVE the aussie supermarts. AWESOME.)
Shops still close by 6pm max.
Rioting. (Because of the Pope or sth.)
Bubble tea.
Char-grilled Charlie's chix.
Honky dim sum.
Huge bowls of japanese ramen.
Paddy's Market & Factory outlets.
Sydney Opera House.
And of course, my niece, Rochelle.

Thank God for my cousin and her hubby and their kid and their nice apartment. Sydney is freezing-ass cold, as compared to Gold Coast. Gosh. It's already been a week since I left Singapore. Feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. Ah well.

Last pit-stop for the Aussie trip --> HILLSONG CONFERENCE.
Alright. :) This should be good. Gonna be THE highlight of the whole entire trip. And my life. As of now. Haha. WOOHOO!

Second pit-stop: Surfers Paradise in Gold Coast

Mariott Courtyard Hotel. (VERY NICE.)
Awesome landscape view.
Warm sunny beaches with many many chicks and hunks. (It's the school hols.)
Friendly and extremely patient bus drivers.
Irritating, ignorant and insensitive Indonesian uni students.
Shopping @ Pacific Fair.
Bikinis and havaianas galore.
Winter sales.
Sitting with random strangers on wild roller-coaster rides. (My mom too wuss.)
Freezing my arse off at nights.
Paying 2 aussie bucks for 20 mins internet usage. (No free WIFI. Outdated sia.)

I really couldn't get used to having so many people around the entire place. It's like shockers, since the resort was pretty peaceful and quiet. Felt a lil afraid of the people the night we reached. SCARY.

I felt really fat, since all the food's oily and huge. Oh, but these few days didn't really have much appetite. Got more distracted with the shops and interesting sights. Think my mom's eating more than me now. Odd.

As soon as I saw a weighing scale at my cuzzie's, I dashed for it. Lost 1 kg. WOOHOO. Think I'll put it back on again this week. Just had this whole chix feast for dinner. OMG.

ANYHOO. Conclusion: Gold Coast is meant for couples or groups of friends. Not for mother-daughter duo trips. Actually, hardly any place is good for a mother-daughter duo trip. Ah well.

I MISS SINGAPORE. DAMMIT.