I'm broke.

I just got my salary from ACS.
But I'm still broke. Haha... Yeah, guess I've really been spending too much.
Cabfare's one of the main culprits, following with food and... Entertainment, generally?!

I'm going to Aussie later in October, so that means I've to scrimp and save abit.
AND PJ just said I've to save up abt 2K by the end of the month, which is mortally not possible. Haha. Well, I'll just try to get that amount with the next paycheck I get. Heh.

I love PJ, but I hate her guts. HAHA. Just burst one of my bubbles. Oh well, I guess it's all good. Yeah, I'll just wait for a few more years. :) Sorry if you don't understand what this whole thing's abt. Just talking to myself. Sigh.

Dear Clement just posted this comment on my friendster profile. He's kinda right. Miss him like nuts now. He's the only guy so far who's takes my shit ALL the time. Haha.. Other than Jasper, and Pert, and Shawn P. Yeah, that's abt it actually. Haha.. OH yeah, Mel too, most of the time. :) Can't wait to stay over at his place in Aussie. It should be fun!

I seem happy today. Can't figure out why. Haha. And I only slept at 3.30 am. How weird right?!
Oh yeah, yesterday night was a weird night. I suddenly had a craving to bake cookies. Like, after tuition, I just went straight to NTUC to get Betty Crocker's made-ready cookie powder mix and some butter. When I got home, I made myself mushroom soup... AND i baked till like... 2 plus 3. Shikes. But it was fun. Was watching that beauty&geek show, ANTM, Inuyasha, Samurai & Las Vegas while baking. I didn't know I was that kinda girl.. Like, I never thought I would be patient enough to bake cookies, and wash up etc etc. But yeah, made the cookies for Mom. It's her birthday this Thursday. Same day as Darius' departure from Singapore. How interesting right. WAHAHAHAHA.

The last few days were FUN! Went drinking with Jasper and his Aussie friends @ this Handi Bar(Can't really remember of the name.) in Clark Quay till abt 2 plus. Took a personality test conducted by one of his friends (Can't remember his name... How odd. My memory can't be THAT bad right?!) with objects like a cube, unicorn, storm, ladder and a desert. Haha. Apparently it's a test people used ages ago, during the ancient times. Cool. :)

Gabe had his 21st birthday party on Saturday... It was fun. Hanging out with the church people always perks me up a bit. I can't really give an explanation for that, but most probably cause we're SO used to one another, being unglam doesn't matter anymore. Haha... Comfort to the max. HAHA. And those people are freakin' funny... and they're nice... like, genuinely nice. LOVE THEM ALL! HAHA... Yes, I'm hyper.

OH yeah, I'm getting a hamster from Shaun C. Thinking of getting tt hamster another male brudder. And I'm calling them Ralph & Lauren. COOL HUH!?

I want to quit and get out of that fuckin school... RIGHT NOW.

Seriously, those bitches should be more civilised. Like, WHAT THE FUCK la. The longer I work here, the more duties they give me.

"Oh, you'll be taking calls and attending to parents only. Other than that, you should be free la."

FUCK them la. I'm doing Sharifah AND Sheyha's work... In addition to MY daily-piling duties.

Wait till I quit on them. They'll literally die. Even Devi agrees. MUAHAHAHAHA. Die, you all.


Damn. Am I having a bitchfit???
Anyway, not that I feel alot better. But at least Daniel and Jeanne are trying to cool me down. Haha. I love these people la. I feel so loved. Sigh.

Alright, back to fucked up reality. Stupid bitches. Can't stand them. Ugh.

Sleepy weepy

OMG. I am SOOOOOO tired.
And it's freezing in here. Shiat man. The people in the admin office all have lards or something is it? They can actually ta-han this whole antarctica-ish weather?!

And I miss him. Sigh. Can't believe I'm saying this. But oh well. Guess it's not healed completely after all. BUT. I'm alright. :)

Oh yeah, Shawn called me last night with his friend's phone (He forgot to apply for auto-roam). How sweet right. But we could only talk for awhile. Well, at least now I know he's still alive and safe. He said it's damn hot in the day and darn cold during the night. Haha. He seemed pretty happy too. :) Good good. I don't feel THAT worried anymore. Can't wait for him to return to Singapore though. He promised to go to the gym with more regularly... And go play tennis... And go for more sun-tanning. Sigh. He's like, one of my BEST buddies! :) Now that I'm starting to slack off and not jog during the week, I'm pining for his return. Haha. It seems weird, but only Shawn was able to keep me motivated to work out... In a positive manner of course. Not like this other guy. Well, at least now he thinks my love handles are disappearing. Yay. Good sign. Ugh.

Can't wait for today's work to be over and done with! I'll be tanning to get a browner skin... And probably meet up with Jasper for drinks. Hopefully this time nothing unglamorous will happen to me again. Haha. At least I know for sure I won't be eating Carls' Jr.

BUT it's only 9.37 am now............
Omg.... A DAMN long way to go.

Whoa. Just checked out my handphone calendar... Lotsa May babies man. Well, at least I got Sam a present already. Oh damn. I forgot about Gabe's!

To my DEAR mellie

Aww... Somehow I knew you were gonna bite back.

Chill girl.

Of course I know what you mean. I still think the world's a wonderful place, other than the nuclear bomb threats and tsunamis and terrorists etc etc. :)
I mean, seriously, how bad can things be? There's God, there's you, there's Pert, Jasper, Garrett, Su, and my other girlfriends and guyfriends. Oh, yeah, there's PJ. No worries. I'm on my pact again. 6 months baby. Flirting still acceptable, just that no commitment's allowed. HOW FUN RIGHT. Haha.

I love you! MUAH.

Oh yeah, tried out the tests which you did on your blog. WHOA. You'll just scream when you see my results man. Like what Shawn said, I'm quite a changed person now. SIGH. I hope it's for the best though. AH WELL.

And I'm still praying for Shawn. Quite worried for him actually. Taiwan's training's reputable for their hell torture. Sigh. Please be safe. :S

I miss someone. But I can't figure who that is. Quite weird. But yeah, I miss someone. Hmm...

I'm fungry.

But I'm so sick of the food offered in the school canteen.
If only someone could get me chicken rice from Big Bird.
SIGH...

OMG.
Now it's raining like some thunderstorm again.
What a sad day...
Not really sad. Just... lonely.
Cause Priya's not here anymore, Das is sick, Garrett & Su are schooling now.
DAMN.
I need to make new friends now. Haha.

Man, I really want to go Redang.
But it's SO SO SO short notice. How to get the money in time?
Beach... suntanning... water sports... nice bronze skintone... DAMN. I want to go!!!!!

Oh yeah, I'm supposed to call Suntanning studio. Ciao.