Why do I always put myself through all this emotional turmoil? I wonder too, Pert.
It's really not intentional. I mean, why would I purposely go find some guy to break me. I'm not THAT dumb/retarded. I just can't stand the way things always turn out.
I'm not going to go all drama mama. But at least for now, I understand what it means to bleed inside. I feel cheated, and robbed. And I actually thought this would be different.
I can't go on sobbing and crying and whining. I can't look so depressed for long. School just started. Life has to go on.
But it really hurts. I can't stand it.
