Not in a happy excited way. But it feels... Sour-ish? Like, a lil sad. Don't know if any one felt this way before. But it's like, I'm trying to look okay but I'm definitely not feeling that way. As much as I don't want to feel this way. It just happens, you know.
I don't know what exactly is making me feel upset. It's definitely not the lunar new year ang pow ka-ching.
Either I don't know the reason... Or, I actually subconsciously know what's upsetting me, but I just don't want to admit it. Sigh.
Funny. I feel like crying. But I don't even know what the heck it is for.
This is getting nowhere. Ah well. I'd like to call it just a down night. But.
