I'm in such a screwed up shape right now.
One more paper to go.
And I'm starting to understand what Ruperto meant in the past. It's a curse. Haha.
I want to be passionate.
I want to write songs.
I want to help people.
I want to love people like how some do.
I want to be as bubbly and exciting as how some are.
I want to be smarter like the nerds so I won't end up getting a third class degree.
I want to be more talented in my piano-playing.
You're right, God. I can't have everything I want.
