I wish I can actually see the future. So if there are any hurts ahead, I can actually go divert into another path to prevent being knocked out by them.
I trust you. So I'm just going to put this into Your hands. If it's going to turn bad, please just remind me that it'll just make me stronger and wiser in life. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
I feel so lost. I'd hate to be so pessimistic. But that's the way I am. Sorry God. Forgive me.