Not literally small/petite-sized. On the contrary, I think I'm putting on weight.
Anyhoo. I feel like a small lil stupid ignorant kid. I need to grow up. In many many areas. And I'm already going to turn 21 this year. Shit. I feel old but stupid.
Although I'm still young and anything can happen anytime, I really really hope this will work out. Everything seems nicer and better. I'd just be super upset with myself if it (touchwood) doesn't work out.
