I got my posting. Yay!

I got into NUS' School of Design & Environment. Sounds cool right?! I also think so. Haha. Project & Facilities Management - The future managers for IRs and stuff like that. Well, arts and social sciences was my 1st choice. But maybe this is a blessing in disguise? Ah well, don't want to think too much into life and destiny yada yada. :) At least I got into a university this year round. HAHA.

The fucked up thing? I just got my letter of offer on tuesday. AND, I must send in an acceptance form thru SNAIL MAIL and online webbie procedure by the 5th of June. Online's fine. But for snail mail?!!!! W.T.H. Somemore thursday's a freakin' public holiday. Sigh. They just won't make things easier for me. DAMN IT. Haha.

Pert's got some lung infection thing. Sounds pretty serious huh. Wanted to go visit him earlier today, but he turned down my offer; I may get infected. Oh well. I'm here for you brudder! Haha.

I'm jobless... I just got accepted into a university course... I'm attempting negotiations with my mother to allow me to stay in the hostel for a semester... I've been exercising alot, with Shawn's help... I've been eating quite a bit, in a much healthier way, with Shawn's help again (Hey, I don't usually turn down an oyster omelette k. I just did, like, tuesday afternoon... Along with freakin' chocolate ice-cream.)... Yeah. Life's been pretty alright. Borrowed Kelvin's laptop... With PJ's spare one also, cause Kelvin's one doesn't work well for wireless connection. Hey, I'm actually intruding someone's network here to blog can. This laptop quite powderful. And I'm actually online during the wee hours in the morning. SHIAT. Can't wait to get my hands on my OWN PERSONAL laptop. I don't need one which is like as good as PJ's. Just something up-to-date and user-friendly... With cool features of course. SIGH. A hp one would be nice. Sony's a bit too expensive... Apple - maybe... I don't know. I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO START SCHOOLING AND STUDYING AND WORKING THRU TUTORING!!!! Sounds like fun. I want to take up tennis. And own 2 hammies, most preferably gay ones. HAHA. Brudders maybe.

Alright, better post this entry up before my wireless connection gets cut off. :)

Just watched Pirates of the Carribbean. Information overload. Considering that I didn't catch the 2nd one before watching this 3rd one AND I still understand what's going on... AND, I caught a mid-night timing... Quite an achievement. A bit too stoned to go clubbing after that though. Cannot tahan. HAHAHAHAHA..

I'm just glad I can actually go online thru this wireless thingy @ freakin' 2 am. Alright, I need my rest. Gonna meet Shawn to go run somemore later in a few hours' time. Wahaha... Regime to lose 10 kg. Hopefully I'll achieve 70-80% of the result. Ah well, we'll see in a few weeks' time.

Memories, memories & more memories...

Just after lunch, Devi presented me with her gifts - Almond choc, and this really BIG bling bling heart-shaped pendant with necklace. Well, not exactly my favs, but hey, it's the thought that counts. AND, I got a ACS polo tee as a souvenir from the school. Cool stuff.

Well, not that I'm upset about leaving the school. I'm really glad that I can finally take a break. If you heard me whining for the past few weeks, you most probably understand what I'm talking about. Heh. Anyway, I guess it's the friends and memories I'm gonna miss - Devi, Mdm Shanti, Daniel, Yin Xiang, Keith, Garrett, Darius, Su, Das, Priya, Isaac, Jarred, Azman etc etc etc etc. Yeah, those people I mentioned are like... The nicer people. Haha. Well, this working experience definitely broadened my network of friends... and of course, I've once again been enlightened about life... friends... politics... school... love... sex... HAHA. NO LA. Just trying to be cheeky. Heh.

Okie, I'm gonna be jobless. SHIKES. SCARY... But at least Shawn's on a whole week leave! Yay. Then we can go tanning, movie-ing. Of course I won't meet him every other day la. That's crazy. Hmm... I kinda have the feeling that Pert's still a bit pissed with me. He seems a lil cold. Ah well. Hope he's not like that with Jasper. Or am I just imagining things? Sigh. How to not be bothered about this whole matter when your godbrother's acting a wee bit differently around you. AH WELL. Hope this tides over though.

Oh yeah, trip to Aussie may be cancelled. Cousins are thinking of pulling out. And my cousin over there is pregnant; she's probably coming back to stay with us to get nutritioned the CHINESE way before going back to Aussie again to give birth. HAHA. So le cheh (aka troublesome) la. DAMN IT. Oh well. At least Clement's coming over to Singapore in Sept. Yay! How cool. But there's always a down-side to things. He may become a PR in Aus. That means, the possibility of us every hanging out - zilt. Sigh. WHY???? Okie, abit drama here. Quite happy la. Cause I'm finally gonna take a break, as what Kelvin Ong always suggests whenever we talk about me working before starting school in Aug. HAHA.

This will be my last week @ ACS (P)

Yay! Well, it's pretty good news, considering the fact that the admin people made me work in living hell for the past few weeks. Hyuk hyuk.

BUT, here's the problem.

I have been spending quite a bit. And, I need to save up for my trip to Aussie.
SHIKES.

Oh well, I'm just praying that God'll help me out on this one. SIGH.

ANYHOO, the last 2 days have been alright, although I had a pretty bad migraine problem yesterday.

I didn't get to check out the hammies on Monday. Decided not to tempt myself. Heh. But, I did purchase this pouch bag thingy from Topshop. Left it in Jasper's bag; forgot to get it from him. AND, now he's in China. Damn. That means I can only get my dear lil pouch on Sunday. HEY, I just remembered, my chocolates are still with him! Haha... RIGHT. Bet they already melted... In someone else's mouth. HA.
We went over to Newton Circus for supper. My 1st time there actually. Jasper's too. Cool place; hey, it's like... pretty clean and hygienic. No wonder it's a tourist attraction. Abit on the costly side though. And they use oil as if it's free of charge. Freakin' oily. Haha. At least this time I didn't feel sick.

Well, I did fall sick. But it was bad migraine. Woke up at like, 11 am. Grams was out of the house for some funeral. I made Campbell's cream of chicken for lunch. Couldn't be bothered to go out and get lunch. I need a lighter diet anyway. Not that the chicken soup is not fattening. But at least it's liquid food. Heh. Yeah, here I am, in self-denial. Fine, it's fattening. But it's only soup, no biggie. And it's NICE! Haha.

PJ dragged me outta house to help her out to shop for lil cheap gifts for some 900 kids in China. Apparently the missions people who're going don't know how to shop for this kinda stuff. So yeap, diana to the rescue. How noble right. Muahahaha. ANYWAY, here's the climax of the night - We went to Fish & Co. & I ordered this Lime Goggie drink. Hyuk Hyuk. What a weird name!!! But it's some cocktail, with lemon, mango, tequila and something else. Cool stuff.

Darius called again. He actually sounds a bit depressed. Hmmm... Maybe he's sad over Judy. Or some other girl who fucked and ditched him. Ha. Sigh. He's like some lil brother; always make me worry only. Ah well. Fuck it.

Boring day today actually. Hectic all the way from 8 to 2.
Oh, and another person (She's a relief teacher @ ACS Barker Road) just said that I've a du-lan face. Ah well. I'm used to it. Hey, not my fault that I've a sian face. Blame my mudder. Haha.

DRAMA MAMA

Freakin' drama weekend man. Shikes.

No details needed. If you don't know what's going on, it's good. ^___^ Ignorance is bliss. If you do know what's going on. Well... All I can say is... W.T.H. Haha. Ah well, at least it's over.

Darius gave me a surprise call this morning, and of all times, he had to call during the boys' recess time. Of course I wouldn't really be able to focus on the conversation. But anyway, the subject was pretty clear-cut. He wants to be more than friends when he returns from the U.S. Like, dude, seriously, do you think you'd even have time to fool around when you enlist into the army?!!! Haha. Silly fella.

Anyhoo, here're the pictures for my dear Grace, Ah Neh & Lucas. ^___^

Mind you, they all tried out my sunshades. Looks good on them too eh?! Esp Ah neh. Keke.

Was hanging out with Nate, Eug & Pert at Siglap macs. Took their individual pictures. Ya know, I realise, they can be good models. Very natural... Haha. With a few tweeks here and there with photoshop tools, they'll look fab. Check em out. I feel honoured to have many many good-looking friends. WAHAHAHA. Okie, I think I'm just a lil high today. Haha.

Tuition's cancelled. YAY! Meeting Jasper for dinner and SHOPPING! Woohoo. Maybe I can go check out some hammies (aka hamsters) at the petshop in Vivocity. ^__^ Finally, I get a good start to the week.

Oh by the way, my mom's back. She's gonna stay with Grams (aka Granny) and me with the 2 lil brats. UGH. No clubbing, that's for sure. SIGH. There goes my freedom yet again. SHIKES.

P.S Go check out BLADES OF GLORY! VERY FUNNY movie man. Hyuk Hyuk.

I hate myself.

I guess I'm back to the depressing sickening mode I had a few years back in secondary school.

Damn it.

I don't understand why people LOVE to push blame to everyone else except themselves, EVEN WHEN they themselves know that it's their fault. Fuck man.

Sick of getting all this trouble upon myself when it doesn't even concern me.

There you go - reality. Why be nice to people when all they do after that is bite back?

I've had enough of this. Idiot pigs. I hate them.

Boys nowadays cat-fight?!!

I didn't know boys also engage in cat-fights. Haha. Like... What's the world coming to??? This morning, a primary school boy came into the general office with scratches all over his face, neck and hands. OMG. Violent sia these boys. Haha. It's funny though... In a very sadistic way. Ha. :)

And it's funny how Yin Xiang helped out this other boy who walked blindy into a thorn-infested tree. HAHA. Stupid boy. ANYWAY... His last words to the boy weren't like, "Be careful" and stuff like that. He said, "Remember, I saved your life." Like, WHAT THE HECK?! HAHAHA... Funny sia. Okay, it doesn't really sound funny here. Oh well. Just call me retarded. But I felt it was funny. Heh.

Before those earlier incidents, I was pretty irritable... Towards everyone. Like, even PJ. Was talking to her earlier and kinda venting out my frustrations. It's probably PMS. Ah well.

Shawn's back from Taiwan!!! Yay. We can go gym together. Actually I thought he'll be coming only tmr. Was hoping I'll get some exercise done later at the gym after work. SIGH. I bet he's going to be like, "There you go again, eating and not exercising. HAHA...". But of course in a nicer way la. I can't feel offended by him. We're so used to each other's crap. And he's really sweet still.

Tried making oatmeal chocolate chip cookies. I just realised the ingredients determine the shape and texture of the cookies. Interesting find. Not sure if that sounded bimbotic. But yeah, I really didn't know that initially. Ah well. I STILL prefer my normal chocolate chip cookies. Miss em.

Darius msged me on Friendster. Was quite a short msg, but ya, he's happy. :) He still owes me $150. Idiot. Hmph.

OMG. The office is F.R.E.E.Z.I.N.G. Can't wait to get out of it for my lunch break. :) Oh yeah, can you believe that a primary school canteen (in particular the one which I'm working at now) sells stingray?!!! Like, in my primary school days, all I can remember is nuggets, seaweed, fishballs, chocolate ice cream... and more chocolate ice cream. Sigh. Those were the days... When I was FAAAAAAT. Keke.

Family of three

Just saw this family come into the Administration block. Since I was at the reception counter, I had full clear view of them. Loving family. Cute intelligent son, successful-looking businesswoman wife, housewife-ish and outgoing dad. As I saw them leave through the door, my heart just had this sunken feeling. And mind you, I was actually having a good day, feeling happy and all.

I haven't had that feeling in my for a pretty long time. Not that I miss my dad. I just miss having a dad around. Like, having a dad around to go play squash, table-tennis, soccer and stuff since I'm kinda tomboyish AND my mom doesn't do sports. And a dad who'll get protective in a funny manner if I bring my boyfriend home for dinner. Like those you see on TV. SIGH. Oh well.

Okay, I think there's something wrong with me. Like, SUDDENLY (literally), I've an urge to bake every few days. Like, I've NEVER baked so fervently till recently. Well, at least my cookies are good. I just tried out baking muffins. Not as good as the cookies, but they were pretty alright. BUT, I think I'll stick to baking cookies. HAHA!

Check this webbie out if you're into whooping up really good-looking foodies. :)

http://www.bettycrocker.com/Baking/

Yay! The planning for the Godsrockers' retreat is going to official VERY soon. Hope nothing goes wrong. Heh. Can't wait!!!!

I'm putting on weight. Maybe it's because of the cookie-tasting. Oh well, time to run more. SIGH. Where're you Shawn??? Help me get rid of my lard. ^___^

I'm VERY patient.

Yup, that's what Mdm Shanti said.

I've been busy doing this, that, these, those stuff. As if my workload's not enough, I've to 'help' the other staff finish THEIR work.

If I ever hear them telling me/complaining that I'm not efficient, I'll leave I.M.M.E.D.I.A.T.E.L.Y.

*The above content was typed at about... 1? The rest below was typed at 3.30. Was running around doing stupid chores between 1 and 3.30. F*** man. ARGH.*

OMG. I feel sore all over. Freak man. Finally get some time to just sit down and stone... And put in this new entry.

Well, at least I asked Sharifah to help me keep a space for relief-teaching after the June holidays. Not sure if she would, but she better be professional and give me the vacancy. OR ELSE... I can't do anything. Haha. I feel so... weak. Like, I'm melting or something.

The weekend was FABULOUS though.

Sat was pretty fruitful. Went to recee the retreat bungalow with Jia Hui & Sheryl. Cool stuff. I mean, it is the same place as last year's. But we're given ALOT more lee-way this time. Not sure why. Maybe the guy's swayed by our charisma. YEAH... right. Haha.
The three of us drove back to church, to meet Shawn & Jasper for lunch. Met Ray and PJ too and had a 'meeting' with them; I've a feeling we've just been arrowed to do something for this Family Day thingy. Arrowing - One of our church members' favourite habits. ^_^
Went to the pet-shop with Jasper to check the hamsters out. No stock. -_- Haha. Anyway, I decided to give up the idea of keeping hamsters for now. I want to invest some money into tennis instead. Haha. Oh, and somehow Jasper convinced me to get this maroonish-pinkish-purpleish sunshades. Pretty interesting. Like, WHO would ever think that those kinda shades look good??? Haha. Ah well, he's the fashion designer guru kinda person. Gotta trust him on things like this. :)
Met up with Grace, Lucas & Ah neh for dinner at Arab street/Haji Lane/Somewhere around there. Sorry, my geography really is bad. Interesting food & drinks. And yes, we forgot to ask Adrian and Hongjing to come... again. Haha. We had to go all the way to Far East to find Adrian to offer our apologies. BUT, what's up with that attitude man. Ah well. That's Adrian for you. Not that I know him very well now. Used to, but not now. Anyway, I made the 3 of them try out my shades, cause Lucas said I looked bimbotic. We ALL look good in it... I think. I'll put the pictures another time. Forgot to bring the cam along to school today.

Baked cookies at night for mother's day mainly, reserved some for Jasper & Daniel since I made quite a lot. Actually, some of the youth min people had a taste of it. PJ said I could sell them. HAHA! Instant mix Betty Crocker is GOOD. Mom said I should try coming up with my own recipe. Yep, be a wet blanket, as usual. Ugh.

Sunday's alot more relaxing. I bought a pair of rubber black flats... AND, I had an afternoon nap! What a miracle.

BUT today's been Hell man. Ugh. So tired... OH YEAH! It's 4 pm. I'm leaving. Ciao.

FRIDAY!!! AT LAST.

Yay! It's Friday.

Today was alright. Besides the fact that I've lost steam. Like, super 'nua' after the LOOONG week. Haha. :) BUT, it's Friday today!!! Woohoo.

Darius called me at like... 530 in the morning. Was REALLY shocked to see his name on the caller ID. But I guess I was too sleepy to react during the phonecall. HAHA. He was at the Los Angeles airport waiting for transit. Apparently he said he is going to pay me back. RIGHT. I see a glimmer of hope of my money being returned to me. Oh well, I might as well just give him the benefit of the doubt. SIGH. And, he ended the call with a "I love you".......... Again. Seriously, he doesn't know what it means. That silly fella. When is he EVER going to learn??? Ah well, at least now I don't have that stupid fluttery feeling when he says things like that. I'm immune. WAHAHAHA!!!!

I can't wait to have the hamster. But I don't have Shaun's no. Tsk. Gotta wait till Sunday then discuss with him. Ah well.

Met up with Ah Neh for dinner & coffee in Tampines after tuition last night. Cool stuff; we talked alot. Like, really, alot. Haha. I had to take a cab home cause it was getting a wee bit too late, AND I was totally bummed (Yep, I wake up at 5 or 6 am every Monday-Fridays). But anyway, it was fun hanging out with Ah Neh. :) Will be meeting him together with Lucas and Grace to watch The Wind That Shakes The Barley or something like that. Haha. How fun.

I realise I've been hanging out with a few groups of friends these days, and I'm meeting alot of new friends... Which is cool. HAHA! Quite happy with the way things are now. Would like to get a positive reply from a university SOON though. Sigh. I'm really looking forward to studying again. ^___^

Have to skip Priya's birthday party today. Sigh. Hana's mom bought her tickets to go watch Midsummer's Night Dream Ballet thingy. Ah well. I can't go alone. It's going to be a bit weird if I'm alone there at the banquet. It's her 21st. So it's probably going to be super duper uber grand. I guess we'll celebrate for her another time. :) SIGH.

Meeting PJ for dinner. Grill time! Haha. Just kidding. At least this time there won't be alot of problems for her to worry about in my case... I think. Haha!

Slack... slack... slack.

Today's a relaxing day.

Besides the fact that Darius didn't pay me back the $150 he owes me. And I think he's already on his way to Hawaii. ARGH. Fine, Pert, you're right. I'm not going to get my money back. SHIAT. $150!!!! Damn. And I so need that money right now. *SULK*

Ah well, other than that, my day's pretty alright. Was pretty busy in the morning. I had to run around the office in my high heels. Asha was asking me during lunch how I did it.

Actually, I can't even believe that I could run around in heels. OMG. I used to be all weebly-wobbly when I'm on 1-inch heels, let alone 2 or 3-inch heels. WOW. What an achievement. Bet my mom's proud of me. She used to make fun of me when I wear heels.

Oh yeah, it's her birthday today. But she's at Aunt's place for the whole week till Friday night. Guess they'll buy her a birthday cake, no worries about that. Rachel mentioned that she'll get mom a Princess doll (You know, all those girly stuff from Disney, Winx club etc etc.). Cute lil girl. Damn, I miss her squeals and screaming. Sigh. It's so quiet at home these days, with grandma alone. SIGH.

Caught the Dirty Dozen Brass Band on Tuesday with Pert. REALLY cool stuff!!!! I really pity the electric guitarist person though. He's just playing the same riff throughout the ENTIRE song. But the bass fella's AWESOME man! Shiat. And you think only bass guitars can do bass riffs. Wait till you see this guy play; his mouth NEVER left the tuba bass thingy throughout the entire performance. HUGE lungs he has, I'm sure. HAHA.

AND, I had to catch this malay pontiana movie with Pert and his 2 female colleagues. OMG. Damn stupid la. We were laughing and squealing at the same time. HA. First time I saw Pert squirm and get freaked out. WAHAHAHAHA. Funny sight. He was like... "Alamak. That stupid fella came out of nowhere." Come to think of it, the whole audience seemed to made up of the malay people. DAMN funny audience to be with. By the way, the whole cinema was filled. I actually thought it was an ulu movie. Didn't even hear about it till Pert told me it exists.

Poor Jasper didn't get to shop or even engage in the slightest activity of leisure and entertainment when he was in Japan. Shiat. If I were him, I would be having a MAJOR bitchfit for the rest of the week. HAHA. My condolences, bro. :(

AHHH.... Relaxing right now. But it's freaking freezing. AH GREAT. Another phone call. DAMN.

Cookie-licious

Daniel said my cookies are good.

And it's actually my 1st time baking. WOOHOO! I think maybe it's because I used the instant-ready mix. BUT STILL, alot of effort put in k.

Talking to Jasper now online. Stupid fella's in Japan. Argh. I wish I had a job which took me to different places every now and then. SIGH...

Darius just came to school, to get his leaving cert and all. Sigh. I think he's putting on weight. Like, maybe he's drinking a wee bit too much. HAHA. Ah well.

Shiat. I feel like baking sth again. Hmmm... Brownies? Muffins? Cookies out of the question. I've a whole container of them to finish @ home. That's if my grandma didn't eat them. Which I think is unlikely. She always eats my stuff. And then denies eating them. HAHA. Silly woman. Cute right, my granny. Sometimes I just want to bestow upon her my vulgar vocabulary, when she really pisses me off. But yeah, she's one of those who know me well. And interestingly, she's more interested than my mom in my love-life. HOW COOL IS THAT. HA. Love that woman.

Conclusion: There is sth wrong with Pert. I need to do sth. Well, at least I got him to start writing christian songs with me. YAY! How cool is that right? We want to make a CD for Godsrockers.. BIG dreams indeed. How exciting. Damn. Got work to do. Sigh. Ciao.

I'm broke.

I just got my salary from ACS.
But I'm still broke. Haha... Yeah, guess I've really been spending too much.
Cabfare's one of the main culprits, following with food and... Entertainment, generally?!

I'm going to Aussie later in October, so that means I've to scrimp and save abit.
AND PJ just said I've to save up abt 2K by the end of the month, which is mortally not possible. Haha. Well, I'll just try to get that amount with the next paycheck I get. Heh.

I love PJ, but I hate her guts. HAHA. Just burst one of my bubbles. Oh well, I guess it's all good. Yeah, I'll just wait for a few more years. :) Sorry if you don't understand what this whole thing's abt. Just talking to myself. Sigh.

Dear Clement just posted this comment on my friendster profile. He's kinda right. Miss him like nuts now. He's the only guy so far who's takes my shit ALL the time. Haha.. Other than Jasper, and Pert, and Shawn P. Yeah, that's abt it actually. Haha.. OH yeah, Mel too, most of the time. :) Can't wait to stay over at his place in Aussie. It should be fun!

I seem happy today. Can't figure out why. Haha. And I only slept at 3.30 am. How weird right?!
Oh yeah, yesterday night was a weird night. I suddenly had a craving to bake cookies. Like, after tuition, I just went straight to NTUC to get Betty Crocker's made-ready cookie powder mix and some butter. When I got home, I made myself mushroom soup... AND i baked till like... 2 plus 3. Shikes. But it was fun. Was watching that beauty&geek show, ANTM, Inuyasha, Samurai & Las Vegas while baking. I didn't know I was that kinda girl.. Like, I never thought I would be patient enough to bake cookies, and wash up etc etc. But yeah, made the cookies for Mom. It's her birthday this Thursday. Same day as Darius' departure from Singapore. How interesting right. WAHAHAHAHA.

The last few days were FUN! Went drinking with Jasper and his Aussie friends @ this Handi Bar(Can't really remember of the name.) in Clark Quay till abt 2 plus. Took a personality test conducted by one of his friends (Can't remember his name... How odd. My memory can't be THAT bad right?!) with objects like a cube, unicorn, storm, ladder and a desert. Haha. Apparently it's a test people used ages ago, during the ancient times. Cool. :)

Gabe had his 21st birthday party on Saturday... It was fun. Hanging out with the church people always perks me up a bit. I can't really give an explanation for that, but most probably cause we're SO used to one another, being unglam doesn't matter anymore. Haha... Comfort to the max. HAHA. And those people are freakin' funny... and they're nice... like, genuinely nice. LOVE THEM ALL! HAHA... Yes, I'm hyper.

OH yeah, I'm getting a hamster from Shaun C. Thinking of getting tt hamster another male brudder. And I'm calling them Ralph & Lauren. COOL HUH!?

I want to quit and get out of that fuckin school... RIGHT NOW.

Seriously, those bitches should be more civilised. Like, WHAT THE FUCK la. The longer I work here, the more duties they give me.

"Oh, you'll be taking calls and attending to parents only. Other than that, you should be free la."

FUCK them la. I'm doing Sharifah AND Sheyha's work... In addition to MY daily-piling duties.

Wait till I quit on them. They'll literally die. Even Devi agrees. MUAHAHAHAHA. Die, you all.


Damn. Am I having a bitchfit???
Anyway, not that I feel alot better. But at least Daniel and Jeanne are trying to cool me down. Haha. I love these people la. I feel so loved. Sigh.

Alright, back to fucked up reality. Stupid bitches. Can't stand them. Ugh.

Sleepy weepy

OMG. I am SOOOOOO tired.
And it's freezing in here. Shiat man. The people in the admin office all have lards or something is it? They can actually ta-han this whole antarctica-ish weather?!

And I miss him. Sigh. Can't believe I'm saying this. But oh well. Guess it's not healed completely after all. BUT. I'm alright. :)

Oh yeah, Shawn called me last night with his friend's phone (He forgot to apply for auto-roam). How sweet right. But we could only talk for awhile. Well, at least now I know he's still alive and safe. He said it's damn hot in the day and darn cold during the night. Haha. He seemed pretty happy too. :) Good good. I don't feel THAT worried anymore. Can't wait for him to return to Singapore though. He promised to go to the gym with more regularly... And go play tennis... And go for more sun-tanning. Sigh. He's like, one of my BEST buddies! :) Now that I'm starting to slack off and not jog during the week, I'm pining for his return. Haha. It seems weird, but only Shawn was able to keep me motivated to work out... In a positive manner of course. Not like this other guy. Well, at least now he thinks my love handles are disappearing. Yay. Good sign. Ugh.

Can't wait for today's work to be over and done with! I'll be tanning to get a browner skin... And probably meet up with Jasper for drinks. Hopefully this time nothing unglamorous will happen to me again. Haha. At least I know for sure I won't be eating Carls' Jr.

BUT it's only 9.37 am now............
Omg.... A DAMN long way to go.

Whoa. Just checked out my handphone calendar... Lotsa May babies man. Well, at least I got Sam a present already. Oh damn. I forgot about Gabe's!

To my DEAR mellie

Aww... Somehow I knew you were gonna bite back.

Chill girl.

Of course I know what you mean. I still think the world's a wonderful place, other than the nuclear bomb threats and tsunamis and terrorists etc etc. :)
I mean, seriously, how bad can things be? There's God, there's you, there's Pert, Jasper, Garrett, Su, and my other girlfriends and guyfriends. Oh, yeah, there's PJ. No worries. I'm on my pact again. 6 months baby. Flirting still acceptable, just that no commitment's allowed. HOW FUN RIGHT. Haha.

I love you! MUAH.

Oh yeah, tried out the tests which you did on your blog. WHOA. You'll just scream when you see my results man. Like what Shawn said, I'm quite a changed person now. SIGH. I hope it's for the best though. AH WELL.

And I'm still praying for Shawn. Quite worried for him actually. Taiwan's training's reputable for their hell torture. Sigh. Please be safe. :S

I miss someone. But I can't figure who that is. Quite weird. But yeah, I miss someone. Hmm...

I'm fungry.

But I'm so sick of the food offered in the school canteen.
If only someone could get me chicken rice from Big Bird.
SIGH...

OMG.
Now it's raining like some thunderstorm again.
What a sad day...
Not really sad. Just... lonely.
Cause Priya's not here anymore, Das is sick, Garrett & Su are schooling now.
DAMN.
I need to make new friends now. Haha.

Man, I really want to go Redang.
But it's SO SO SO short notice. How to get the money in time?
Beach... suntanning... water sports... nice bronze skintone... DAMN. I want to go!!!!!

Oh yeah, I'm supposed to call Suntanning studio. Ciao.